… [ kaveh takes a step back and sets a hand over his, laughing a bit deliriously… but only because he’s desperately trying to avoid break down. he really doesn’t want to start sobbing again. ] Because I’m a pathetic good for nothing loser!
Ha…! [ kaveh barks out a laugh. ] For the longest time there was no communication between us, because of a huge fight we had during our Akademiya days. [ he turns his head aside as he feels his hand grow hot and wet. so much for keeping it together. ] My feelings were the least of my concern, Sunday. I was just the sad sack of shit he found drunk in the bar because I fucked up… again.
And the more I think about it the more I wonder… why. [ what does he bring to the table? ]
[ kaveh shakes his head, his hand dropping from his face to his chest. he grabs a fist full of the material and twists it in hand. ] If that’s what you think then you don’t know what my heart wants.
Re: day 67 late / 68 early
Ha…! [ kaveh barks out a laugh. ] For the longest time there was no communication between us, because of a huge fight we had during our Akademiya days. [ he turns his head aside as he feels his hand grow hot and wet. so much for keeping it together. ] My feelings were the least of my concern, Sunday. I was just the sad sack of shit he found drunk in the bar because I fucked up… again.
And the more I think about it the more I wonder… why. [ what does he bring to the table? ]
[ kaveh shakes his head, his hand dropping from his face to his chest. he grabs a fist full of the material and twists it in hand. ] If that’s what you think then you don’t know what my heart wants.