[ He feels the ripple of exasperation and exhaustion, frowning gently and trying to choose his words more carefully. ]
I would not say all the experiences were awful. Simply revelatory to others and myself without proper warning.
[ He walked away from it all more embarrassed than traumatized if only because he had spent so long learning to conceal all his thoughts, wishes, and desires to appease the Family at the expense of his own mental well-being. ]
It is almost cosmic retribution after trying to remove the agency of others to have the same done to me. I wielded the powers of Harmony improperly, and now I continue to face the consequences.
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I would not say all the experiences were awful. Simply revelatory to others and myself without proper warning.
[ He walked away from it all more embarrassed than traumatized if only because he had spent so long learning to conceal all his thoughts, wishes, and desires to appease the Family at the expense of his own mental well-being. ]
It is almost cosmic retribution after trying to remove the agency of others to have the same done to me. I wielded the powers of Harmony improperly, and now I continue to face the consequences.