Yes, I am aware and am willing to learn and improve if that will make it more pleasant.

[ Granted, it might not matter if they're too both busy losing their minds again. At that point, any physical contact feels better than none at all, and the line between pleasure and pain dissolves completely. ]

You are also not...unideal to me in terms of appearance even if your wardrobe could use extra pressing. That is to say, I did not find our previous entanglement to be at all unpleasant.