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It probably is. I need to stop fixating. I know he cares deeply for me. I simply do not wish to be alone once more.

[ He moves over to Aventurine laying heavily on his lap. ]

After Robin left on tour, I only had Gopher Wood's birds and the distant politeness of all those in the Family who would backstab me at any given opportunity for their own gain. I have not relinquished those feelings of paranoia...and solitude.

...even if you end up parting ways at the end of this mess you know you can still call me. It's not like we're from two different ~~worlds~~ universes. Not only are you not alone, but you don't have to be & stay alone. Call me.

And now you have more than that. I know you're worried about losing it all again, but look at the kind of person you're becoming when you worry more than you enjoy. Kaveh cares about you, and I wouldn't be here if I didn't care about you.

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It is a bit hard to keep in touch with you when I am trying to avoid the IPC knowing my location and potentially tracking me down to collect on their favors before I have even had a chance to go anywhere.

I want to experience freedom for a bit longer even if I will miss you and this and Kaveh...I wish I could go to his world. I wish we could have a cute little house together. I wish I could have his babies. [ Babbling nonsense now clearly... ]

...mm, true, but you're traveling with the astral express and the trailblazer, right, so just ask to borrow their phone. I'm sure they'd let you, and that way it looks like they're talking to me. Easy solution~! And, who knows, you may get the opportunity. If Vastella ever gets their full power back, then maybe they can teleport people between worlds or something equally insane.

[ pokes his head. ] Talk to Fauna before you leave. You could have her help you with that, and then when you two lovebirds do meet up again, ...you can have all the babies.

It sounds...a little tawdry when you say it like that. [ His wings flap over his face as he curls up on his side. ] I will think about it. Who knows what will happen between now and then.

He is also sleeping with his roommate, so that makes things difficult. 's why I do not mind when we do things together. I feel less lonely. Less sad.

And, here, I was trying to help. [ he shakes his head. ] It couldn't hurt to be prepared...

Have you talked to his roommate? About all of your complicated feelings... because that could potentially help. [ hums. ] I had a feeling. [ he drapes a hand over sunday's side, since he's curled into him. ] I don't mind keeping you company from time to time.

I will try one of these days. I am not sure he would even wish to speak of it...but if they are enjoying themselves, I should be able to too.

Though what about you and Dr. Ratio? He is practically your husband and the father of your cats. And Onyx.

...there's a reason we're not actually sleeping with one another, Sunday. I care for Ratio a great deal. I love him. But you're a friend, and clearly going through a tough time... so I want to do what I can for you too. [ but he's not going to go any further than he's comfortable with. there's a reason he's got so many boundaries. ] And while you might not think there's a lot to talk about I'm sure there is. It couldn't hurt to get to know him some more.

I know, and I am glad. I know you love him, and I should stop. I just trust you...and you are pretty...and I wanted to be wanted, but I cannot do that to you and Dr. Ratio, who are soulmates.

[ He pushes himself to sit up, drooping a little as he sends his echoes away to start raiding the cabinets for him. ]

Alright, no more favors or lessons. You are officially relieved of duty, and I have kept you away from home long enough.

… [ he sighs, ] your self esteem is going to be the death of me. [ he yanks sunday back down against himself. ] You are wanted. I wouldn’t be here, with you, if I didn’t want to be. Lay down, Sunday, …and relax. Try to shut your brain off.

[ He falls back down as he closes his eyes and tries to relax. ]

It is not that bad...maybe sometimes the way to get you to touch me is by being a little naughty. Please spoil me a little and pet my hair. Not my wings. I have had too much wine for that.

[ too bad. now he's touching the wings. ]

[ That's low. He can't stop the moan that peels out of him as his body curls tighter, hips twitching towards the couch cushion. ]

Aven...going to get too aroused at this rate...and ruin this couch.

[ this is your own fault. ] …this is the punishment naughty birds get. What they don’t get to do is tell me what they’d like…

[ He makes another soft noise as he rubs against the cushion, his wings twitching as he reaches over and rubs Aventurine between his legs in revenge. ]

I will keep doing this until you stop.

[ he shifts into his naga form, because he’s a filthy cheater, but he does stop teasing sunday… and instead he just lays on top of him… his tail coiling around one of sunday’s legs and rhythmically squeezing. ] I stopped, see, …do I get any praise for being a good snake~?

[ This isn't really helping at all, especially the coiling and squeezing. He's still hard. ]

You are a very, very bad snake. Do you really have two...two of um. [ Nope, not helping. ]

Heh. [ aventurine smiles like the bastard he is. ] Two dicks? If you promise not to touch... I'll show them to you.

Probably better that you do not...I cannot keep that promise. I will want them. Maybe it is better to leave it to my imagination.

[ He closes his eyes and tries to picture it. ]

…that gives me an idea. How about a little field trip? [ surely the second circle has a pair of thick snake dicks that aren’t too different from aventurine’s own. ]

[ He stands up very wobbly and clearly incredibly drunk. ]

Sure, where're we going?

[ he opens a portal to the sex shop, ] To the store. [ he keeps his tail wrapped around sunday so he can drag him though. ] We’re going to find you something to play with in your free time.

[ He follows him in, staring at the toys curiously. ]

Do I seem that sad and lonely that I need more sex toys?

[ don’t make him answer that truthfully. ] …you seem fascinated by double dicks, my double dicks, so I thought we could get you something to play with if and when you think of me. [ he slithers down one of the aisles. ] I’m sure you’d enjoy splitting yourself open on a couple of thick dicks anyway~

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