[ He groans and arches off the mattress as he rubs himself against Jewel's leg. ]
Are you worried what will happen if we take more? Who we will become in the end? It terrifies me, but this– [ He draws a hand down Jewel's chest. ] you help me stay grounded in this body and in the present.
I do feel different...more liberated somehow. From what I saw, my other self was bitter, scared, angry...He took it out on you and others. Perhaps that could have been me if I had been alone and isolated for longer, but I do not want it to be.
[ He winds both legs around Jewel's waist to pull him as he grinds against him gently. ]
I do not want to become the kind of person that would hurt you or anyone else.
[ His own breath stutters as he drops his mouth to Jewel's shoulder, gnawing gently on his skin while his fingers trace down his vertebrae. ]
I will worry enough for the both of us, but if I do start to change too much, I think you can disable me by breaking my halo. Consider it a proper failsafe.
I know you will not, but I do want you to be safe from any potential hypnotisms or whatever peculiar powers I wield.
[ His own hands drift down to Jewel's underwear, pushing it lower over his ass he rolls his hips harder while pressing himself into Jewel's pelvic bone for more friction. ]
Do you want to finish like this or venture further?
[ His voice breaks into a gasp at the feel of his teeth, his body arching as he presses his arousal harder against Jewel's abdomen. His fingers are clumsily scrabbling to tug Jewel's underwear down his thighs at the same time. ]
...Me too. Help me finish undressing. I need to feel you.
All right, but if I'm going to undress, I expect you to keep your eyes open.
[Reaches down to cover Friday's hands with his own, guiding them in undressing him the rest of the way, probably far too slowly, before turning his attention to Friday]
[ He does try to obediently keep his wings away from his eyes as he looks downwards, his mouth going dry and breath spilling quicker as he watches the fabric descend over Jewel's cock. His fingers itch to touch as he feels himself getting harder, if possible. ]
[ His hips jerk upwards, instantly thrusting into Jewel's hand as he tries to keep up his own strokes and not fall apart already. He moans against Jewel's mouth at the same time as he murmurs– ]
[Runs the flat of his tongue over a nipple, biting down on it and tugging gently. Pushing down the flush he can feel creeping up his own neck, he'll keep up with the slow tugs on Friday's dick, thumb swiping over the tip and collecting any precome that has started to bead up there]
As enticing as that sounds, do we have anything we would need for that?
[ He pushes his chest up into Jewel's mouth, trying to keep his hips from canting as well even if he wants to ride the pleasure-high and keep grinding into his hand. That will likely end things too quickly, so he gently nudges Jewel's hand away for a moment before stretching his foot to tug his bedside drawer open. ]
In there. It has a nice strawberry fragrance...if that is anything you are particularly– just please grab it for me.
[Laughs a bit, giving the same treatment to the other bud, letting his teeth catch on the nipple gently as he drags the edge of his teeth over it lightly before sitting up to root around in Friday's drawer]
I doubt that is much of a grand mystery. How often do I drink and eat strawberries...
[ He sits up a little too just so he can finish undressing himself fully, tossing his clothes aside before yanking Jewel back down and hugging his neck with his arms so he can kiss him as he bends and plants his legs on either side of Jewel's hips. ]
You do not have to go that slow. I have done it to myself enough times.
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I have looked at twelve, but you have only been in one if that is what you are worried about. How about you?
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[Presses closer, guilding a leg carefully between Friday's and nudging it up higher to press against his lap]
Just five.
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Are you worried what will happen if we take more? Who we will become in the end? It terrifies me, but this– [ He draws a hand down Jewel's chest. ] you help me stay grounded in this body and in the present.
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[Runs his hands along Friday's sides slowly]
That you are still simply you?
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[ He winds both legs around Jewel's waist to pull him as he grinds against him gently. ]
I do not want to become the kind of person that would hurt you or anyone else.
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All right...I won't worry then.
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I will worry enough for the both of us, but if I do start to change too much, I think you can disable me by breaking my halo. Consider it a proper failsafe.
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[Curls a hand around one of Friday's thighs to give him a bit more control over their movements, fingers digging in gently as he tightens his hold]
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[ His own hands drift down to Jewel's underwear, pushing it lower over his ass he rolls his hips harder while pressing himself into Jewel's pelvic bone for more friction. ]
Do you want to finish like this or venture further?
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[Bites down on Friday's should, just hard enough to feel the edge of his teeth]
I want more.
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[ His voice breaks into a gasp at the feel of his teeth, his body arching as he presses his arousal harder against Jewel's abdomen. His fingers are clumsily scrabbling to tug Jewel's underwear down his thighs at the same time. ]
...Me too. Help me finish undressing. I need to feel you.
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[Reaches down to cover Friday's hands with his own, guiding them in undressing him the rest of the way, probably far too slowly, before turning his attention to Friday]
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Can I– may I?
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[Kisses his way lower, the edge of his teeth dragging over one of Friday's nipples before sucking a mark against the skin of one of his pecs]
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I want to touch you. I want to hear you say my name...My real name. I want you to feel so good, you never stop saying it.
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[Slides his hands up to frame Friday's face, rocking into his hands]
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Which makes you the most aroused? Let us conduct an experiment while you are in my hand. We will start with Jewel...then move onto Sha-di...
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And....what comes after Shadi...?
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Aventurine.
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And...after that....?
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Please finish inside me, Kakavasha.
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As enticing as that sounds, do we have anything we would need for that?
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In there. It has a nice strawberry fragrance...if that is anything you are particularly– just please grab it for me.
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[Laughs a bit, giving the same treatment to the other bud, letting his teeth catch on the nipple gently as he drags the edge of his teeth over it lightly before sitting up to root around in Friday's drawer]
So that's the sort of scent you like...
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[ He sits up a little too just so he can finish undressing himself fully, tossing his clothes aside before yanking Jewel back down and hugging his neck with his arms so he can kiss him as he bends and plants his legs on either side of Jewel's hips. ]
You do not have to go that slow. I have done it to myself enough times.
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