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Re: Day 70.

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I do already know what it looks since I have one, so it is not as though the hat is needed.

[ Not when he has wings to cover his own face instead. ]

I was simply worried you would get cold like that, which could lead to some shrinking.

Re: Day 70.

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Oh, are you saying that you think our dicks are similar? [ he looks down and lifts the hat to steal a peek. ] No, I don’t think so.

Your concern is noted, but you don’t have to worry about me or my dick. [ he takes another healthy sip. ] Mm, …what about you, hm, [ he eyes Sunday’s crotch. ] are you at half mast?

Re: Day 70.

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We are the same size and build. Why would they not be? And I am fine.

[ He crosses his legs and finishes the glass of wine in his hand before refilling it. He knows the alcohol will just put him to sleep and make it hard to, well, get hard, so the quicker he drinks, the better. ]

Can we please discuss something else?

Re: Day 70.

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Simple: I'm Avgin and you're Halovian.

[ he smirks when sunday crosses his legs. trying to get through the wine quickly, eh? ] And what would you like to discuss... the weather? [ he snorts and rolls his eyes, looking off to the side as he takes another sip. ]

Re: Day 70.

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Are you insinuating Halovians are naturally small in that area?

[ It is not like he ever really studied the collective sizes of Halovians against other races. He's only really looked at his own and Kaveh's, and his own is average, he guesses?? A bit less girthier than Kaveh's, but Kaveh said it was fine... ]

We do lack hair down there but it is not that different from a human's otherwise.

Re: Day 70.

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I never said that, but we are two different species, so it wouldn't be unreasonable to assume that our genitalia are different. [ and he has to be difficult. ] But I guess we'll never know for sure. [ he shrugs. ] ...although, you don't seem to have any qualms about oversharing. [ he makes a motion between them - show & tell. ]

Re: Day 70.

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I have a lot of qualms.

[ He moves a pillow over his lap and finishes another glass. ]

And I have compared mine to Kaveh's, and he is a human. There were no significant differences aside from the aforementioned lack of hair, though I do not think I fit his usual standards in that area...or in my chest. Or behind.

[ His wings droop. ]

Re: Day 70.

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...if it's respectable, then what's there to hide? [ he tilts his head. ] Oh? do you think he likes big dicks, big tits, and big butts? What gives you that idea? Has he given you reason to think you're inadequate? I might like Ratio's big tits, but that doesn't mean it's a deal breaker if a partner of mine didn't have them. I like Ratio for Ratio. His tits are just a bonus. I mean, c'mon, look at me... I'm a fucken twig. [ he laughs. ]

Re: Day 70.

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[ Hugs the pillow as he pushes his chin into it. ]

You will tease me like you always do, and you should see how his face lights up when he sees Dr. Ratio or his roommate. Even just talking or thinking about them. I wish someone would look at me the way Kaveh looks at big chests. He has such big toys too.

Re: Day 70.

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[ he finishes off the remainder of his drink, so he can put his clothes back on and try to make sunday feel better about himself. ] Everybody has their kinks. I'm sure you have yours. [ he sets his hat aside once he pulls on his pants, shirt, and vest. he's not going to bother with the coat. ]

And so he's a size queen... there is something fulfilling [ he goes to take a seat beside sunday so he can rib him. ] about being stretched beyond your limits. Tell me you haven't tried a large toy before.

I think you're being too hard on yourself.

Re: Day 70.

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I do, but they are not related to size or appearance. I like Kaveh as he is. He is beautiful without needing any additions.

[ He downs another glass and droops to the side away from Aventurine so he can lay on the cushion while still hugging the pillow. ]

He is dating his roommate so he does not even need the toys.

Re: Day 70.

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Do you think he wants you to be like his roommate? [ he sets a hand on his leg in an attempt to be comforting. ]

Re: Day 70.

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No, he has his roommate to be like his roommate and Dr. Ratio to be like his roommate. They have been in love with one another since they were young, so they understand each other very deeply.

They are like you and Dr. Ratio, so inexorably bound to one another. It is really sweet.

Re: Day 70.

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...I feel like this is the second time we're having this conversation. Have you forgotten how sweet you two are? And how happy the both of you are with each other? Do you think he doesn't actually care about you? He seems a little too mushy to do something like that...

No more drinking. [ he opens a portal beneath whatever liquor remains and opens the other side in the kitchen sink. bye bitch. ] Sit up and come here.

Re: Day 70.

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It probably is. I need to stop fixating. I know he cares deeply for me. I simply do not wish to be alone once more.

[ He moves over to Aventurine laying heavily on his lap. ]

After Robin left on tour, I only had Gopher Wood's birds and the distant politeness of all those in the Family who would backstab me at any given opportunity for their own gain. I have not relinquished those feelings of paranoia...and solitude.

Re: Day 70.

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...even if you end up parting ways at the end of this mess you know you can still call me. It's not like we're from two different worlds universes. Not only are you not alone, but you don't have to be & stay alone. Call me.

And now you have more than that. I know you're worried about losing it all again, but look at the kind of person you're becoming when you worry more than you enjoy. Kaveh cares about you, and I wouldn't be here if I didn't care about you.

Re: Day 70.

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It is a bit hard to keep in touch with you when I am trying to avoid the IPC knowing my location and potentially tracking me down to collect on their favors before I have even had a chance to go anywhere.

I want to experience freedom for a bit longer even if I will miss you and this and Kaveh...I wish I could go to his world. I wish we could have a cute little house together. I wish I could have his babies. [ Babbling nonsense now clearly... ]

Re: Day 70.

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...mm, true, but you're traveling with the astral express and the trailblazer, right, so just ask to borrow their phone. I'm sure they'd let you, and that way it looks like they're talking to me. Easy solution~! And, who knows, you may get the opportunity. If Vastella ever gets their full power back, then maybe they can teleport people between worlds or something equally insane.

[ pokes his head. ] Talk to Fauna before you leave. You could have her help you with that, and then when you two lovebirds do meet up again, ...you can have all the babies.

Re: Day 70.

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It sounds...a little tawdry when you say it like that. [ His wings flap over his face as he curls up on his side. ] I will think about it. Who knows what will happen between now and then.

He is also sleeping with his roommate, so that makes things difficult. 's why I do not mind when we do things together. I feel less lonely. Less sad.

Re: Day 70.

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And, here, I was trying to help. [ he shakes his head. ] It couldn't hurt to be prepared...

Have you talked to his roommate? About all of your complicated feelings... because that could potentially help. [ hums. ] I had a feeling. [ he drapes a hand over sunday's side, since he's curled into him. ] I don't mind keeping you company from time to time.

Re: Day 70.

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I will try one of these days. I am not sure he would even wish to speak of it...but if they are enjoying themselves, I should be able to too.

Though what about you and Dr. Ratio? He is practically your husband and the father of your cats. And Onyx.

Re: Day 70.

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...there's a reason we're not actually sleeping with one another, Sunday. I care for Ratio a great deal. I love him. But you're a friend, and clearly going through a tough time... so I want to do what I can for you too. [ but he's not going to go any further than he's comfortable with. there's a reason he's got so many boundaries. ] And while you might not think there's a lot to talk about I'm sure there is. It couldn't hurt to get to know him some more.

Re: Day 70.

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I know, and I am glad. I know you love him, and I should stop. I just trust you...and you are pretty...and I wanted to be wanted, but I cannot do that to you and Dr. Ratio, who are soulmates.

[ He pushes himself to sit up, drooping a little as he sends his echoes away to start raiding the cabinets for him. ]

Alright, no more favors or lessons. You are officially relieved of duty, and I have kept you away from home long enough.

Re: Day 70.

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… [ he sighs, ] your self esteem is going to be the death of me. [ he yanks sunday back down against himself. ] You are wanted. I wouldn’t be here, with you, if I didn’t want to be. Lay down, Sunday, …and relax. Try to shut your brain off.

Re: Day 70.

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[ He falls back down as he closes his eyes and tries to relax. ]

It is not that bad...maybe sometimes the way to get you to touch me is by being a little naughty. Please spoil me a little and pet my hair. Not my wings. I have had too much wine for that.