[ sips from his drink, considering the question. ]
It's... hard. For a cruise there's just not a lot you can do. Even though I tried to prepare for almost a week beforehand to have everything I need here, it's still frustrating.
Communicating with my editors is hell on earth. Luckily, despite taking over as chair of the business, that's going smoothly because they all think I somehow had a really important vacation with the Limelight Stage that couldn't be missed. My editors kinda have the same impression, but they're still puzzled as to why I have such a bad connection.
I'm not exactly a fan of these idle games they have us play in between performances, either. I think I'd mind them less if the accommodations were better, but it just feels like constantly getting derailed with filler episodes.
And I'm worried about Forte. He's not doing so hot lately.
It's... hard. For a cruise there's just not a lot you can do. Even though I tried to prepare for almost a week beforehand to have everything I need here, it's still frustrating.
Communicating with my editors is hell on earth. Luckily, despite taking over as chair of the business, that's going smoothly because they all think I somehow had a really important vacation with the Limelight Stage that couldn't be missed. My editors kinda have the same impression, but they're still puzzled as to why I have such a bad connection.
I'm not exactly a fan of these idle games they have us play in between performances, either. I think I'd mind them less if the accommodations were better, but it just feels like constantly getting derailed with filler episodes.
And I'm worried about Forte. He's not doing so hot lately.
Red husky pup with beautiful blue eyes. He's pretty cute, you should come see him if you like pets. Duran told me Eonia needed some puppy therapy, so I'm gonna visit them soon. He loves people. His name is John Watson. Johnny or Wats for short. My cat is little girl, her name is Sherlock Holmes. Sher or Sherry for short.
Sorry, I'm a writer and screenwriter, I use this kinda terminology, especially because the Showmaster is so obsessed with stories. Basically it's nonsensical stuff that doesn't justify being on this boat to experience. Maybe they will all tie in together, but my experiences go to negative harmful potentials for otherwise innocent but apparently pointless interactions.
Not sure if what he learned made it worse. He's very avoidant of the situation and selling heh u distraction. That's what I've been doing for the past several hours for him. He finally fell asleep, so I put him to bed.
It's understandable, I don't blame him, it's just this whole ship is dangerously fucked up emotional powdered that no one knows how to deal with, apparently, except with sleeping around with each other. Normally, this type of behavior is not the healthiest but can work for many people trouble, but we're basically in a cage of our own making. The drama on this ship regarding everyone's relationships really short circuits me. I try to underhand , but the fact is I never will. Both me and my vision self are not able to understand human emotions enough to assist people like I want to.
[ sighs. Drinks some more. ]
Maybe I'm actually jealous of everyone's connections rather than really think they're playing with fire, but...
Not sure if what he learned made it worse. He's very avoidant of the situation and selling heh u distraction. That's what I've been doing for the past several hours for him. He finally fell asleep, so I put him to bed.
It's understandable, I don't blame him, it's just this whole ship is dangerously fucked up emotional powdered that no one knows how to deal with, apparently, except with sleeping around with each other. Normally, this type of behavior is not the healthiest but can work for many people trouble, but we're basically in a cage of our own making. The drama on this ship regarding everyone's relationships really short circuits me. I try to underhand , but the fact is I never will. Both me and my vision self are not able to understand human emotions enough to assist people like I want to.
[ sighs. Drinks some more. ]
Maybe I'm actually jealous of everyone's connections rather than really think they're playing with fire, but...

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